Tonight I set and listen to the rain and try to think of a way to make this blog interesting but at the same time reflect on today. This is something I want to do on a weekly basis. Once a week on the same day and hopefully around the same time. So I decided I would Google a quote and see if anything caught my attention. A Roman Philosopher once said, "Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.” For some reason this stuck out in my mind and so, not only do I find myself reflecting on today but contemplating on this quote.
When you think about a new beginning, you may find that you have mixed emotions. That is actually how I am feeling. For instance, with me starting a new job. I am both nervous and excited at the same time. I also am sad about leaving the job I am at, and find myself debating if I am going to leave just yet. I was nervous about moving down here and meeting new people as well. As I set here, I am wondering if Samantha, Charlotte, or even Miranda has ever felt this once or twice in their life.
I have always believed that everything happens for a reason and me reading this quote, actually just tied into my own personal philosophy. Perhaps, I got the job where I am now to bring me to Texas. Now I am about to start a new job and this one has finally reached it's ending. It seems to all be working out the way the universe has it mapped out. There is little for me to be worried about when it comes to the job because I am doing what I need to do.
Today I also took a new step in the social department. This in my book was also considered a new beginning because I was invited to someones house and I went and had the most wonderful time with her family. Her name was Julie Granger and she made me feel so welcome into her home. I don't know what it is but I could see myself being her friend. It was nerve racking also but if thinking about what the philosopher said, this could be a new chapter in my book of life.
When I moved to Denton, I focused on working and securing myself. Now that beginning is ending as I am starting a new beginning with a new job, it is only fitting that I find a new beginning in my social life as well. Perhaps, the next beginning will be with my personal life. Getting over my ex seems to be the hardest ending I have had to face, but if we keep the words of the Roman Philosopher in our mind and heart than we shall see that without the end of a beginning, a new beginning can not begin and we can not move forward with the confidence of a Diva and embrace that new beginning.
Until next time.......Be Blessed!!!
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