I figured today would be my first blog entry since things have finally calmed down. I guess you can say it has been really hectic for me the last few months. Now with the calmness and with this entry I can reflect on the events leading up to this morning while also explaining about me. That will probably be the best thing and starting this blog now is perfect because Summer is around the corner. It is pretty much safe to say that where there is summer there is friendship ready to happen.
You see, when I lived in NYC, I had friends but not many and I didn't have my family so it got to the point that I not only felt so alone but I wanted my family as well. Don't get me wrong, the few friends I did have where great and someone reminded me of the characters from sex in the city. Let's see....The store manager that hired me became a friend and she was so much like Samantha it was not funny. Then I had another friend who I met when we where both going to an online collage who reminded me of Charlotte and of course there was even a Miranda even though she was in a wheel chair. Then there was me, I always felt and related to Carey. I mean I love shoes. However, I don't have near as many as she did on the show.
Unlike the girls of the show, we did not go have coffee or lunch together, we didn't even go shopping because we each had our on lives to live. Samantha also worked and when she was not working, she was going shopping or hanging out and having a few drinks. Because she was a store manager though, she stayed busy just with work. Of course Charlotte had to take care of her family and being the devoted wife that she was, didn't have much time for herself. Miranda being bound in a wheelchair, not only had to take care of her family but also had dialysis three times a week. That leaves me, I was so broken hearted because I kicked my ex of four years out and didn't feel like doing anything except for work and go to school. So you can see how I could have felt lonely and homesick. After doing much thinking, I remembered my group of friends from Texas and the thought of being back with my family excited me so I made plans to move back to Texas and that I did.
In November I moved here to Denton Texas. The great thing about this town is it has both the city and country feel. I haven't met anyone that I could call my friend here yet but that has something to do with the hectic months that led up to today. All I have done since I have been back to Texas was work, deal with issues, and visit with family. Things are going to change soon though I can feel it. With Summer in the air, and a new job; it is inevitable for things to change...
THIS IS THE BEGINNING!!!
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